So, every once in a while for the past 8 or 9 years, I've had this sort of strange, compelling need to try and find the guy who raped me when I was 14. Find is probably not the right word, since I knew and know who it was...I just have no idea where he went. And for the past 8 or 9 years, I've been relatively unsuccessful. I had found an email address that I thought might belong to him, but I certainly wasn't about to email him and *ask*...I'm not even sure why I bother looking in the first place. So today, out of nowhere, I decided to type his name into google. I came up with a link to a guestbook entry by someone with his name that had details in it which 99.9% identified him as being the "John Doe" that I was looking for. And and email address. I looked up the email address on google, and came up with an msn profile. With a picture. I have not seen this persons face in nearly 10 years, and *poof*, his picture pops up on my computer screen, saying where he lives. And of all things, the profile had been updated today. Today. As if to say "How much more certain do you need to be that this information is accurate?".

So...now what?